I Made It Weird

from This Is Not For You by Beth White

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I'm about to feel uncomfortable
Because I want to tell you all

I made it weird
You've got no idea
It seems to me that it all looks pretty clear
That I made it weird

I can't stand the conflict
A difference of opinion might inflict
Cuz no one knows where things sit
And it's possible that the pedestal that I thought you sat upon
Went and got kicked

I made it weird
You've got no idea
It seems to me that it all looks pretty clear
That I made it weird

Defence mechanisms
Operating on a level that I can't see
That I can't see
But by that point it's too late
And I've already said what I've got to say
Even if it wasn't what I mean

I made it weird
You've got no idea
It seems to me that it all looks pretty clear
That I made it weird

See, I'm a fence-sitter and a self-saboteur
I try to get better but I just do it more
Defence mechanisms working against my friends
But I don't want to lose another again
It's already over before it begins
My skin is too thick for anything to get in
I want to be better, I'm really trying
Cuz if there's a next time
That could just be it for me

I made it weird
You've got no idea
It seems to me that it all looks pretty clear
That I made it weird

It's not the first and only time
It's not the first and only time
That this has happened in my life
It's not the first and only time
It's not the first and only time

I made it weird
You've got no idea
It seems to me that it all looks pretty clear
That I made it weird

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from This Is Not For You, released March 18, 2020

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